Title: But It's Better If You Do (20/22 + epilogue)
Author: ohnoxkilled
Rating:pg-13 for minor almost-boysex O_O
POV: 3rd person
Summary:Brendon Urie lives in Chicago with his teenage daughter Reagan. He divorced Reagan's mother, Lizzie, two years ago because of her refusal to seek help for her alcohol abuse. One day while cleaning the attic, Reagan Urie discovers an old photo album that puts questions in her head that her father never wanted to have to answer.
Disclaimer:Brendon and Ryan are, unfortunately, not mine. I do own Reagan and Lizzie though. :]
Author Notes:very, very, very AU. In fact, the only thing that's actually in any way true is their names.
Dedication: This story is now officially dedicated to [Bad username: ”shelbias”] because she is, in a word, amazing. This story would be nonexistant without her right now. True facts.

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As we...er...speak, I am writing an update of But It's Better If You Do!

I know, I know.

I started writing this story in 2006. And now, three years later, I am going to finish it, god damnit!

I hope to post the update tonight.
I hope people still remember it. :[



by the way, my new journal is sincerelycomma. All new fics are going to go up there, as well as my daily ramblings.

But I will finish posting BIBIYD on this username, since this is the one that I used when I first started the story.


that's all for now!

- Alice


ps] I love communication :]

Title: Top Of The World [8//10]
Pairing:Ryden aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand Joncer?
Username:
ohnoxkilled
Rating: Pg-13 for language
POV: 1st, Ryan's
Summary: My name is George Ryan Ross, but I go by Ryan. I'm 17 and I go to Palo Verde High School. And I love it. I love seeing my two best friends, Spencer and Pete everyday, I love the classes, I love my teachers, and I love my city. But of course, there has to be one thing to ruin all the fun right? Meet Brendon Urie, the most insufferable brat on the planet.
Disclaimer: yeah. rub it in. they're not mine. Title belongs to The All American Rejects
Author's Notes: end of chapter.

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greetings
from nyc.



So, I fly back home tommorrow.
I won't officially be back until Saturday though because my flight doesn't get in until really late.



I've missed so much of the lj world while I was here.
What's the news with these new PATD/The Cab/Dashboard tour dates?
Confirmed, y/n?

I WANT TO GO.

Anyway. New York was amazing. I want to live in the East Village so bad.
aaaand I was on tv!
I got tickets to TRL and I got to hang out with some really cool people who hated
MTV as much as I do. We were kind of wondering why we were there, lol.
BUT. The episode I was on aired wednesday, and they did a special on unsigned bands,
where they found the top rated unsigned bands on myspace and got them to play a song live.
There were four of them:

One I can't Remember the Name Of
The Millionaires
NeverShoutNever
And Another I Can't Remember [I'm so lame]

anyway.
so the first one [which, yeah, I can't remember the name of the band] was good, They were like a less good FOB.
The Millionaires were HORRIBLE. Oh my god my ears. Everyone there pretty much thought so.
NeverShoutNever was really amazing. It's just one guy and he was so good. You should search him on myspace.
actually, just go to my myspace and listen to my song.
And the last group was even worse than the Millionaires. shudder.

The Ting Tings were there too, which was semi-exciting because I like Shut up and Let Me Go.

I'm trying to think of anything else exciting...
um. I made a record store in the Village two hundred dollars richer. lol.
yeeeeah, I spent $200 on vinyl. everyone thinks I'm nuts.
But I mean, I got The Beatles' The White Album - original pressing, little wear - for sixty.
my dream come true.




so yeah,
talk to me!
I miss everyone on here. I bet i've missed some good slash too. sigh.

bubblegum.

My hair reminds me of a carnival. This happened on friday before I went to see Dark Knight, which is still fanastic.
I took a shower today for the first time since I dyed it [what? I'm at the beach!] and it faded.

I am not happy.

I used SFX hair dye. The stuff that everyone says never fades. And I have to go to NY in three days. Now I am on the hunt for places that sell pink hair dye in the Panama City, FL area. Or I might just dye it a reddish brown color.

It was nice while it lasted, y/n?

anyway. I'm going to go sulk.

xoxo - alice.

ps] So Julie and I started a band. I know right? It's Julie on vocals, Amanda on keyboard and me on backup/guitar/lyrics. lol. should be interesting.

 

I leave for the beach [Florida] tommorrow
and then I am flying out of JAX on the 23rd for NYC.


I'm out of time and so far I have no laundry done, nothing packed, my itenerary isn't finished, I lost my driver's license AND now I have lost my debit card.


In order:

Laundry, I will be staying up until God knows when to finish about 5 loads of clothing.

Packing: I'll just have to bring everything and organize it while I'm staying at the beach and hope I don't forget anything.

Itenerary: I have the addresses for everything I want but I don't have it organized or printed, which I will have to do tonight.

Driver's License: When things started to really go balls up, let me tell you. I literally have NO IDEA where it could be. I NEVER take it out of my wallet unless I am cashing a check, which is the last time I remember doing so. But I checked my wallet, my purse, the car, the bank, and it's nowhere. So I went to the courthouse yesterday and they took a new picture and issued me a replacement. It has the state seal on it and my picture and my name blah blah blah, but it's the paper copy that they issue you until the new hard copy comes in [which takes thirty days]. So now I have to hope and pray that the airport security will accept this paper i.d. IMPORTANT QUESTION: Does anyone have any experience with this? Will they take it? Any opinion on this matter will calm my panicking mind right now.

Debit Card: So. Yeah. Basically, I just noticed it was missing. My theory? Well last night, when I went to the midnight showing of Dark Knight [which was fucking incredible], I went to the atm first to get cash, right? Well I think I may have left my card in the atm machine and drove off without it. LAME. I know. I never do shit like this, srsly. So now, I have to take out about a hundred in cash, and then take out the rest in traveler's check's - unless the bank has found my card.


I know, I know. My life sucks.

Make me feel better!
I seriously and about to snap.

Also, off the subject:

In the event that I do actually manage to make it to the airport and past security without killing myself or just getting denied access, I would like to have some good slash to read on the plane.

SO!

Rec me your favorite:

PATD: Ryden, Joncer, I'll take Spencer/Ryan 'cause I'm desperate

FOB: Pete/Patrick, Andy/Joe

I can deal with angst, as long as it isn't overdone and there is a happy ending.

Oh, another important thing:

Does ANYONE AT ALL know where I can find a copy of the fic Stars by Sly_Prince? It was Pete/Patrick and the journal was deleted. Did anyone read it and save it? :[


Okay, on to happier, non-plane-or-slash-related things:


I dyed my hair bubblegum pink! It has been nearly a year since my hair has been anything other than natural red or black, because of my job. But it's pink now! I'll post pictures tommorrow if anyone wants to see?




That's all for now.

Love,
A very distraught Alice.

 Okay so I love getting new LJ friends,
but from now on if you add me,
could you please drop me a comment
telling me where you found me or whatever?

So I can keep up with it, lol.


Thanks.

Actually if you guys could do that now...
I don't really see the point of having friends if we don't actually correspond after all.
Although I am guessing the reason most of you add me
is for my fiction.
so that's cool.

:]


- Alice

 


Does anyone even read this?



Summer is almost over. I leave for New York in four days and I'm terrified. I fear change almost as much as I fear flying. I haven't seen you in two years; how will this work?

The last two months have gone by in a whirl of working and puppies and smiles and staying up until three a.m.

Things I'm in love with right now include but are not limited to: Super Bad, my dog, Julie Martin, Bob Dylan, air conditioning, "me time".

Lately I've been popping in my old school Fall Out Boy Cds and I cannot believe I have allowed myself to forget, even for a second, how in love with that music I am. So much bullshit comes along with it. At school, the local scene crowd count it as a con. "Oh, Alice? She was cool until she got into Fall Out Boy." They sit around their barely illuminated rooms listen to shitty screamo bands that no one has heard of for a reason, and they critisize me for listening to a band that just happens to be on MTV often. It's such bs. And btw, I was listening to Fall Out Boy before you discovered eyeliner.

Jordan's and my friendship is hanging by one, long thread. That thread? Music. The other day we were mourning the days when we used to listen to Saturday on repeat; before the FOB craze started and when Pete Wentz's ego was about half the size it is now.

What ever happened to "We only do it for the scars and stories // not the fame?"

Anyway. Enough of that.

I bought a new John Lennon poster yesterday. It was six dollars and I rescued it from a walmart poster bin where it was struggling to breathe, trapped between about forty Hanna Montana posters.

I hung it on my wall and I listened to Paul McCartney sing "Here Today" and I cried. Like no joke, I fucking bawled. John Lennon is the only person, alive or dead, that will make me shed a tear. I am sick of shedding them for people who do not deserve it.

I want new friends. That sounds horrible. I just woke up, took stock of the people around me and all of their bullshit, and I just had to wonder, "Why am I friends with any of these people?" Does this ever happen to anyone else?

Talk to me. Sometimes internet is better than real life. Sometimes what I preach is bullshit. Maybe really living is just a waste of time. Let's all talk and pretend we have no responsibilities.

- Alice.



P.s.] Am I the last person on earth to discover the amazingness that is Michael Cera? I mean, I saw Juno, but tonight I was watching the behind the scene footage of Super Bad and good god.  I pretty much want to have his babies right now.

P.p.s.] I'm going to update at least one of my stories before I leave, I swear! I would like it to be But It's Better If You Do, but honestly, I'm pretty sure it will be Top Of The World. BIBIYD is a tough cookie to write. Also, I would love to hear your opinions on Marigolds. I love you guys.

Title: Marigolds
Author: ohnoxkilled
Rating:PG
POV:Ryan's - First
Summary:Ryan's life over the span of seven months. Winter spawns a romance and when perfection seems just out of reach, Ryan learns the true meaning of beauty.

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Title: Top Of The World
Pairing:Ryden aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand Joncer?
Username: ohnoxkilled
Rating: Pg-13 for language
POV: 1st, Ryan's
Summary: My name is George Ryan Ross, but I go by Ryan. I'm 17 and I go to Palo Verde High School. And I love it. I love seeing my two best friends, Spencer and Pete everyday, I love the classes, I love my teachers, and I love my city. But of course, there has to be one thing to ruin all the fun right? Meet Brendon Urie, the most insufferable brat on the planet.
Disclaimer: yeah. rub it in. they're not mine. Title belongs to The All American Rejects
Author's Notes: end of chapter.

previous chapters.

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so.

This writer's block is totally raping me right now.



Want to help me out?


I am in the mood to write a ryden or joncer [or both. DOUBLE WHAMMY WUT?] standalone.
Everyone comment me with three words to use as prompts.
they don't have to be related in any way.
Anything, just not too ridiculous, I'm not looking to write a comedy.
Adjectives, nouns, verbs, colors. etc.



GO!


I'll totally dedicate it to you.

Title: Top Of The World [7 part I/10]
Pairing:Ryden aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand Joncer?
Username: ohnoxkilled
Rating: Pg-13 for language
POV: 1st, Ryan's
Summary: My name is George Ryan Ross, but I go by Ryan. I'm 17 and I go to Palo Verde High School. And I love it. I love seeing my two best friends, Spencer and Pete everyday, I love the classes, I love my teachers, and I love my city. But of course, there has to be one thing to ruin all the fun right? Meet Brendon Urie, the most insufferable brat on the planet.
Disclaimer: yeah. rub it in. they're not mine. Title belongs to The All American Rejects
Author's Notes: end of chapter.

okay, so for some reason LJ is hating on me today,
and won't let me make links.
so previous chapters are here:

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=slashatthedisco&keyword=ohnoxkilled&filter=all

just copy and paste, obv.

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Title: Top Of The World [7 part I/10]
Pairing:Ryden&Joncer
Username: ohnoxkilled
Rating: Pg-13 for language
POV: 1st, Ryan's
Summary: My name is George Ryan Ross, but I go by Ryan. I'm 17 and I go
to Palo Verde High School. And I love it. I love seeing my two best
friends, Spencer and Pete everyday, I love the classes, I love my
teachers, and I love my city. But of course, there has to be one thing
to ruin
all the fun right? Meet Brendon Urie, the most insufferable brat on
the planet.
Disclaimer: yeah. rub it in. they're not mine. Title belongs to The All
American Rejects
Author's Notes: end of chapter. crappy banner made by me at 2am this
morning.

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summer.

is finally here.
okay, it's been here for a while now,
but I've been busy.

News Update [aka things in my life that no one cares about]:

001. I'm going to New York City [without my parents] in July for a week! I'm pretty excited.
Every summer I go with the parentals and now I'm just going by myself. I expect to spend most of my time in the village hunting down some vinyl.

002.  I finally got around to editting my HCT pictures from ATL in April. Took a while, yeah. I'll post 'em later.

003. I have been updating But It's Better If You Do lately, btw. I can't believe I started writing it in '06! It's my baby.

004. I'm totally dying my hair an unnatural colour  for the first time in a year. I had to stop because of my job but I will be dying it pink for NYC.

and lastly,

005. I GOT A NEW DOG. There's a long, sad story behind the cut and some pictures of my new BFF. So check that out and tell me how cute she is.





So, now. I'm off to write a Ryden standalone to kill time/my writer's block.


Question for you guys:

How many pets do you own/what kinds?

or, alternatively,

What are you listening to, music-wise, this summer?
 

Title: But It's Better If You Do (18/25)
Author: ohnoxkilled
Rating:pg-13 for minor almost-boysex O_O
POV: 3rd person
Summary:Brendon Urie lives in Chicago with his teenage daughter Reagan. He divorced Reagan's mother, Lizzie, two years ago because of her refusal to seek help for her alcohol abuse. One day while cleaning the attic, Reagan Urie discovers an old photo album that puts questions in her head that her father never wanted to have to answer.
Disclaimer:Brendon and Ryan are, unfortunately, not mine. I do own Reagan and Lizzie though. :]
Author Notes:very, very, very AU. In fact, the only thing that's actually in any way true is their names.

previous chapters here.

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just for those of you who kept badgering me...
lol just kidding.
i'm glad I finally got over my writer's block.
anyway, here it is:


But It's Better If You Do Chapter Seventeen


comment please :]

I'm totally going to pimp my own fic:

Whispers Barely Heard Over The Sound of A Broken Record

for two reasons:

001. I'm really fucking proud of it.
002. See the authors note.



:D





ps] my HCT experience was SO amazing.
ryden lives!

Title: Top Of The World
Pairing:Ryan & Brendon
Username: ohnoxkilled
Rating: Pg-13 for language
POV: 1st, Ryan's
Summary: My name is George Ryan Ross, but I go by Ryan. I'm 17 and I go to Palo Verde High School. And I love it. I love seeing my two best friends, Spencer and Pete everyday, I love the classes, I love my teachers, and I love my city. But of course, there has to be one thing to ruin all the fun right? Meet Brendon Urie, the most insufferable brat on the planet.
Disclaimer: yeah. rub it in. they're not mine. Title belongs to The All American Rejects
Author's Notes: end of chapter.

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Title: Top Of The World
Pairing: Ryan & Brendon
Username: ohnoxkilled
Rating: Pg-13 for language
POV: 1st, Ryan's
Summary: My name is George Ryan Ross, but I go by Ryan. I'm 17 and I go to Palo Verde High School. And I love it. I love seeing my two best friends, Spencer and Pete everyday, I love the classes, I love my teachers, and I love my city. But of course, there has to be one thing to ruin all the fun right? Meet Brendon Urie, the most insufferable brat on the planet.
Disclaimer: yeah. rub it in. they're not mine. Title belongs to The All American Rejects
Author's Notes: I know this is late. Like, extremely so. But I hope you enjoy this regardless. I put a link to the prologue for those who don’t remember it.

prologue.

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